Struggling with identifying element using multiple params

fairly new to xpaths. I have the below element and I need an xpath to identify it using its ID/xpath and that it has the disabled node in it.

So tried:

//*[@id="crudactionbar_remove_button"] and @disabled =''

or

(//*[contains(@class,'crudactionbar__button')])[4] and @disabled =''

Hopefully you get the idea of what I am trying to do. look for that element and that it also contains the disabled node. Any help is appreciated.